emruz mikhatsim ba S berim birun ke sahar ye moshkeli pish umad barasho natunest,oftad farda.be har haal kolli telephoni harf zadim ham man raahat shodam ham un.ba'd az harfaash taze fahmidam man be onvane ye duste sade cheghadr rush ta'sir gozashte budam.karayi ro ke un gablan aslan nemikard,ba'd azinke ba ham dust shodim shoroo karde bud.vaghe'an adam age bekhad vojdan dashte bashe kheyli zendegi sakht mishe chon bayad havasesh be tak take kalame hayi ke be digaran mige bashe.man ino kheyli didam,ye kalameye saade kheili momkene ta'sir bezaare.be har hal chegahdr keyf karam az inke yeki mese S ro daram ke mitunam ba harf zadan bahash inghadr khaali sham,ye term daneshgah umadna be peyda kardane yedune adam mese un mi arzid......dige inke vaheda munam gereftimo man kheili mozakhraf geretam 2 tash talaghy dare hallete fizikam nadaram!!adabiatamam mikham bokonam ba pesara,faghat riazio fizikam kheyli khub az aab dar umad fizik rahimi tabar riaziam fahady ke yaarigaraaniaa goftan kheyli khub kardy ba farhady gerefty khub nomre mide.dishab ham khaale ina khunamun budano golaareh(dokhtar khaalam)belakhare ba'd az 3-4 maah azam porsid chera dige bahash mese ghabl nistam???ino kheili vaght pish bayad miporsid mano un kheyli khub budim ba ham man ye ruz dar miun kheuneye khaalam budam,unam ziad miumad inja.manam sadeghane besh goftam ke mamanam gofte ke kheyli chiza ro nabayad joloye bachcheye avvale dabirestan begy,ke golareh ham kolli shaaki shod.emruzam masalan ta'tilat termemun bude o man az sobh ta hala khune am kolli hoselam sar rafte alaan....daram CDye shakira gush midam,jaavdaanegi ro shoroo kardam rasty,az 3 dabirestan hey mikhastam bekhunam nemidunam chera hich vaght nakhundam.hamun parakandegie ghashangi ro dare ke tu ketabe khande o faramushi bud....fekrayi ro ke hich kas inghadr vaght harumehsun nemikone ke benevisateshuno neveshte bud,fekrayi ke adam fekr mikone kheili shakhsiano ziadam mohem nistan.alaki nist ke ketabash hamishe no'e,alaki nist ke amn inghadra zash khosham miad!!
rasty az terme ba'd mikham tu yaarigaraan active tar shamo gheyr az gedaayiaye vaahede maalio karaye a'za hamkaran ,marakaz behzistyam beram,ye peygham vase yeki az raabetaa gozaashtam ke ye bar bebaratam...sabke gitaram mikham avaz konam:>:>didam kheili mozakhrafe ke man ke sobh ta shab daram rock gush midam gitar classic mizanam!faghat age ostadesh gir biad chon ostade rock sakht gir miad.kelasaro mikham bishtar dodar konam,heyfe vaghty ke avvalaye term sare kelas harum mikardam.be har hal avvale in term hatman ye moddaty khub dars gush midam vaghty sare kelasam chon ba hich kodoome doostaam nayoftadam.aay cheghadr delam vaseye saharo fateme tang mishe,kollan vaseye sanaye'ia...
nemiduanm ino ghablanam inja neveshtam ya na vali ba'zi vaghta be nazaram miad kheyli tarsu am.bayad kheili ru khodam kaar konam....